For many years I felt the need to name the person responsible for abusing my amazing little boy… I HAD to scream it from the rooftops! Why? Well, partially because it was the only way to heal myself, and partially because I felt like it was the only justice my little boy would ever have. After all, it was this abuser who would sadistically remind me (with a disgusting smirk on his face, sweat drenching his clothes, dripping from his hair, and covering his face and forhead) that NOBODY would believe he hurt a child, or ever would hurt a child. Seriously pause and imagine that a moment…….. he literally said this to me several times before the restraining order went into affect, and then I was reminded one last time, with the restraining order in hand…his words, “Nobody will ever believe I hurt a child“.
That was the fuel for my fire.
It has been many long, painful, debilitating years for me.
The Good News ~ My son has healed so much! It is not something he speaks about anymore… not because of any reason other than time has healed him, and his life is full of so much happiness, there is no room for that darkness. Let me repeat that… Time has HEALED him, and his life is full of so much happiness, there is NO room for that darkness! Does it get any better than that?!
So, I need to be able to say that about myself now… and I am finally to that point. 🙂 I recognize myself once again… I see that loving and caring woman. I feel the heat, bathe in the flames…there is no room in my “healed and happy being” for that darkness… my light is back, my fire is back, and with that, the darkness is pushed out. The healing has taken place, will always be taking place with each and every breath, and life is beautiful once again. ♥
I won’t delete the original post below… but I have removed the name.
May your life be full of love and happiness, and healing. We all deserve happiness.
You may wonder as to who could intentionally hurt a 4 yr old little boy…
A person I find despicable and with no core moral fiber. He still doesn’t admit any wrongdoing… yet I know. My son says… and my son is highly intelligent and I take his word first. More intelligent than fuck-hole gave him credit for. I am sure he was banking on my son’s speech delay…
My son was brutally beaten by ************** A 31 yr old Henderson/Las Vegas, NV resident.
Let this be a warning to anyone who comes in contact with him. Your children are not safe.