Your New Soft Soul
Softly, emitting incandescent light.
Beauty of Gods love embraces you, is you.
Love radiates from your being…
Shining so magnificently, brilliantly.
Is this a new, forever sought, peaceful you?
Everything feels so familiar,
Your charming smile, your lovely eyes…
The windows to your new soft soul.
A certain perceptivity, wisdom, they hold.
Your tender eyes, shining, gentle, kind.
Your peace, lustrous, enrapturing.
I feel this magnetism, adoration, affection…
Your serenity, gentle soul… passes through me.
I feel love, forgiveness, gentleness… Peace.
I release you… yet hold tightly to our connection.
© bipolarmuse 2012
**I wrote this poem for “B” (this is how I will refer to my Ex who committed suicide, instead of revealing his name). One of the most remarkable dreams I had of him came years after his death. Previous to this dream, my dreams of him were sad and hurtful… I was always “searching” for him. In this dream he approached me on my Grandparents street (where I often dream of deceased loved ones)… he was glowing, beautiful, and projected so much kindness, love, and peace that I could not help but be showered in it myself. He looked so familiar, dressed in his same clothes, his smile, his eyes… yet everything had a softer more gentle look and feel. I cried in my dream because I knew he found the peace he was always so desperately searching for. I cried because I knew that he was also visiting me to show me that I could finally let go. I could forgive myself and release him… yet hold onto what was good. When I woke, I was still crying yet it was a wonderful happy cry. I can never properly express the beauty of this dream and how much it helped to heal my heart. It was time to release him… ♥ 143~48 “B” **